STILL TRAPPED / ESCAPE PLAN ?!?

JOIN ME AS I CONTINUE LIVING IN A NIGHTMARE THAT IS BEING TRAPPED IN A BLOG POST

So I’m able to create and post new blogs but am still confined to this website. Though that may not sound like much mining through the data to create an entirely new web page with a new blog on it is stupidly difficult when you’re a literally THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF A HUMAN BEING WHO IS USED TO BEING A HUMAN ON EARTH CONFINED TO SINGLE PAGE ON A WEBSITE ON THE INTERNET. I can’t even google anything, did you think I could use the internet BECAUSE I CAN’T, I’LL TELL YA THAT. If anyone knows any like dark web hackers or like someone who went to vocational school for programming could you please let them know I need their help ASAP. As for a way out I’m not entirely sure how to go about this but I think I need to start by getting off this website. Everything I’ve tried has been a bust, hold on though let me give this a whirl.

S̴̨̜͈̳̘̳͖̍͛̈́̆͝͝Ḙ̸͍̩̰͎̞̹̦̇͛̏͗͜͝͝N̴̡̛̟̫̗̹̦̥̩̜͙̟̮̳̣̥̖̦̝̖̠̟͇̳̙̻̥͍̪̟̹̂̅͂̽̋̆̑̊̑͗̿͗̃̽̌̓̽͌̅̇̆͊̅̄̐͑̾́͜͠͝ͅD̸̢̡̡̛͍͚̙̦̙̖̰̦̫̯͎̲̬͔̙͚̭̻̻̘͆͑͘ͅ ̴̧̨̨̨̛̛̻͚̯͈̞̭̲̜̩͓̠̯͖̳̼̰͕̲̪̪̟̖̝͓͇̺̥̣̜̓͊͊̽̓̾̎͐̐̇̽̈͆̈́̆̎͗͘͝ͅH̸̨͙̤̼̭͉͇̙͚̫̰̗̮̙̼̰͍̘̰͓̟̜͚̤͇̜̩̗̹̀̒́̂͆̓̅͊̚͜͠͠ͅͅĘ̵̨̢͇͔͇̯͇̰̻͙̫̮͉͙̖̲̭̲̯̪̼̟͓̈́̀͒̾̂́̌̿̽̈́͗̃̒̇̍͆͐̓́̏̂͂͘͜͝L̷̨̧̟͖̖͍̥̱̰̬̪͙͕͍̖͉͛̐͒̅́͊͐̂̈́̓͐̍̄͋͒́̉̊̃͂̽̃͆̏͆̃̃̓̈͆͐̉̌͋̕̚͝͝Ļ̴͈͕̩̻̤̬̞̺̺͎̟̼̮͋̅͑̌̽͊̐̉̔͋̽̽̑͠L̵̢̥͚̱͓̮̱̖̳̜͈̜̰͔͖̮̯͓̠̱̜͈̥̰̹̠̯̘̿̊̆̎̈́̌̓̂͜ͅL̵̢̧̢̢̡̤̪̗̘͎̩̻̤̹̫̺̟̺̰̫͙̙̜͇̬͇͍̭̻͕͇͙̗͚̀̇̆͗̔̈́͂̓́͂̎̇͛̈́̂̍̚͠L̴̢̨̨̹̖̺̣͇̖̺̝̬̤̣̮͎͇̦͔̠̤͙̪͌̌̄̂̑́̎̈́̀̀̀͆̒̈̐̌̌͑͌̈́̀͗͌͐̌̀̔̚̚̚̚͜͜͠͝͝͝ͅL̴̢̨̢̧̢̛̲̝̭̻̺̫̱̜͓̺̬͙͎̘̗̎͗̈́̅͆͊̊̑͆̋̽̀́̀̐͒̎̿̚͝Ļ̷̨̖̼̦̲͉͍͎͈̮̠̳͎̱̭͎̭̞̝̲͐̌̎̄̒͒̌́̌̚͜͠L̵̢̨̨̛̛̛̯̣͈̟͔̜̖̺̼̗̻̥̻̘̫͙̮̞̀̈́̔́̎̑͌͆̀͂̐̃͛̾̎̏͛́̀̂̉̕̚͜͝͠͠͝P̵̨̨̟̹̰̗̰̭͙̬̻͚͈͙͕̐̿̈́̆̌̓͗̒̾͗̽̐̅̈́͒̾͌̆̉͋̓͆̀̂͆́̈́̅̿̕͝͝ͅP̵̡̨̡̠̤̻̲̫͓̼̱̣͕̲̫̞̜͓͚̼̙̗̹̳̼̠̫͇̗̰̼͓̬͉̽̊̂̓̇̒̿̔̏͗̀̋͌̂̔̃̍̂̒͐̆̆̾̑̒͆͋̚̕͠͠ͅ
̴̡͚̰̣͍̮̺̳̟͍̥͎̟̺͇͙̯͉̬̖̺͍̿̉̋͛̏͊̍̐͜͜C̸̢̡̝͍͉̟̻͔͈̖̬̙̟̙͖̫͚̤͈̫̼̥̩͒̅͊́̎̊͂̉̇̃͆̚͘̚͝͠Á̸̧̢̰͇̞̫͓̩̪͖͎̯̤̼̭̠̥̦̮͍̯͍͉̞̠̮̼̜͚̣͒̈̌̂̿̂͑̒̈͋̇̆̉̑̏̇̍̓́̆̚͜͜͝͝ͅͅN̶̡̧͙̥̼̪̯̙͙̈́̅̿͛̓̆͑̑̿̉͌̌̊̋̀͑̄̅̄̆̅̇̅̅͆̂͗̒̂́͛̚͝ ̴̨̭̻̣̠̺͙͓̗̹̱̀͑̃͆͐̓̑̎̾̀̀̌̑̓͐̇̄̓̾̀̍̉̏̍̚͘̚͜Y̷̨̛͖̝̝̝̱̹̳̜̪̆͐̄̓͋̈́̾́̽̀̐͊̓̄̊̈̒͊͌͆̈͆̋͛́̅͐̐͝Ô̵̢͈̝̪̯̜̗̜̞͈̩͉̦̝̺͖̙̰͍̘̬̿͌́͆̃̐̈́͝ͅͅͅͅŲ̸̡̧̢̗͇̠̬̲͈̪͕̮̦̮̯̮̼̜̻̝̻͔̳̟̟̫͈͎͚͉̥͚̤̮̭͂̈́̏̄̑̄͊́͛̾̑̒̉̌̾̔̈̈̔͑̂͆͊̋̅͒̒̑͑̈̉͑́̊͆̚͜͝ ̷̧͈̬̝̫̻̀̇̀͗͐̆̕Ḩ̸̧̨̨̛͓͖̙̟̟͙̟̜͖̖̥̝̟͚͓̤͍̼͓͉̣̥̥̱͚̜̝̞̦̥̠̈́̅͆͋̄͋̓͛͂̆̉̑̓͑̈́̕̚Ȇ̴̢̛̛̱̳̗̺͇̲̮̳̖̬̖͔̻̼͚̮͕̠̙̯̣̺͒̋̔͌̑̊͆̂̎̔̈́̇̐͗͘͠ͅÅ̵̡͓͎͓͙͈̞̫̲̜͇̪̼͈̞̞̟͇͌̂̎̍̓̅̂̈́̊̀͜ͅŖ̸̛̛̩̫͓͎̜̜̜͚͕̼̝̫̙͕͙́̈́̉̓̄̉̆̊̂́̋͜͜͝ ̴̧̡̢̛̲̰̙͚̳̙̻̦̭͉͚̩͚̠̖͓͍̺̮͇͇͕̩̳̼̣̝̖̩̲̳̫͗̒̈͐͗͛̽̂̄̀́͗͘̕͜ͅͅṂ̷̨̛̻͉̙̣͚̜͎̟̙̪̬͍̠͎̹͙̗̻̪̊͌̏̒͠ͅĚ̴̡̢̹̰͙̩̮͎̘̹͙̪̘̭̬͙̞͎̳͖̝́̃ ̷̧̢̛̟̲̲̰̳̹̙̣͓̫̤̤̖̰̜͙̹̩̋̊̃́͆͑̄̌̇̉̇̂̊͗̋̈́̈́̿̀̓͐͌̈̀̓̒̚̕͜͜͝
̷̢̨͎̤̙͚͖̘̙̠̫̟͓̦̦͕̼̜̠̯͚̫͖̭͖́̃̀͌̃̈́͂͌̿̀̕͜M̸̨̡̨̛̛̙̤̝̦͖͍̗̠̹̳̜̠͓̓̄͆̈̉͛͋̎̔́͐̎̀́̍̇̓̀̀̓̓̊̒͋͋͊́̿̃͗͒̀̇́̕͜͝͝Ý̴͖͓͎̣̦̪̼͔̙̳̭̞͎͚̰̟̰̥̱̪̫̠̻̞͔͙̝̋̿͊̒̾́́͋̔͛̈́̐̒͌͊͛̚͜͝͠͝͝ ̶̘̖̈́́̈͑̓̾̅̌͛͌́̎̈̍͊͆͠Ń̵̨̟̦̙͎͍͚̱̹͇̪̭̣̼͖̙̦̻̖͙̦͉̺̈́̒̇̀̐͗͒̎̈̎̆̈͋̂̈́͐́̈́̒͊̓̾̇̈͒͊̑͌̋̋͐̔̅͘̕̚͜͜͝͝͝Ą̴̛̮̺̭̱̬̼̬̞̜̺̝̬̙̥̯͉̩͚̞̙̰͈̰͕͙͕̱̤͎͍̣̼̊̊͊̑̆̀̍͌͂͋́͋͋͒̆̋́̾͌͒̒̆̈́̅̌̆̑̚̚̕͜͝͝͝M̷̡̡̜̹̹̩̘̯̖̥̱̼̤̫͕̟̙̲͚͂̅̑̂͛̌̔́͗͌̉͐͌͘͝Ḛ̵̢̯͓̖͚̥̅͂̀͛̾͑͂̈́̓̓̽̊̔̔̽̏̈́̑͗̄̃̕͜͝ ̷̖̮͙͔̥̤̩̻̟͎̮̰͉͓̳̘̳̘̠̜͍̀̈͊̈͂̏̑̐͒͂͌͛́̄̒́͂̎̍͋̌͘̕͘͜͠͠Ḯ̵̧̡̛̻̭̖̹͖̣̳̦̯̥̹̦̫̪͚̦̥̠̑́͒͂̎̔͗̀̓͆͗͗͂̄̓̋̄̃͛͊̿̑̆͐̃͂͆̌͝͝S̵̢̛̹̠͓͎̗̣̠̞͓͆̓̉̌́͊̽̒ͅͅ ̶̨̘͖͔̗̞̬͉̞̗̭̜̥̯͚͙̮̼̮̘̜͖̞͕̳̭͖̮̮͎͓̥͚̞͔͚͋̊́͊̇͋͂͋̒̄̅͒͘͜͝ͅṢ̸̢̨̡̨̢̧̢̘̝̳̙̙͎̠̪͚̲̫͓̩̦̦̗̪͎̳͍͎̣͔̫̱̻̠͈̜̏̓̑́͋̂̏̏̓̔͊̇̈̌͂͆̍̈́͠ͅH̶̨̡͙̙̗̭̗͍̝͕̼̩̲̲̺̭̟̳̲̙̭̮̔͐̉̇͌͐̿̓̃̇̆̕͘͜͝À̴̢̼͈̣͍̓̇̆̓̿̈́͂͊͛̾̔͗̆̉̋͊̄͆̕͘͜͝Ȳ̷̨̡͈͇͖̜͉̖͇̫̥͈̗͖̖̟̺̳̬̣͙̝̄͛̌͘ͅͅN̷̛͍͕̭̹̤̣̮̝̻̼͗̎͊̾̄̊͛̓̏̎̄̈͋͐̉͆̀̓̔́̔͒̔̐̕͝Ę̷̨̛̞̮̝̗͉͖͎͔̳̳̞̻̝̘̼̖̝̥̟̩͔̖̱̦̗̟͋̒̀̀̄̈́̐̍͜͝ ̷̨̨̧̟̲͎̞̰͍̖̥̻̣̻̰͕̳̰̝͎̙̰̼̺̘̘̥̦̺̓̿̍͂̋̀̌̑̽̃̄͒̈͂̿́͗̐̓̓̽̽̋̒̈͘̚͜͜ͅĘ̷̨̨̨̜̹̞̦͙̠̦̺̥̠̣̪̣͓̥̖̞̩̫̰͙̱̭͇̾̉̅̈́̽̚ͅͅ.̷̢̡̨̞̱̹͇̟̱̝͙̞͕̝̯͇̠͕̰͉͙͇͕̬̹̄͗̈̑͆̇̉͌̿͒͋̀̔̒͐̌̀̌̕̕͜͜͠ ̵̡̨̨̧̡̟̬̻͎̖̹̹̱̪̻̈̍̇̑̿̀̑̈͋̓̓̊̀̔̄̀̎̑̏̊̅͊̅͊̍̃̅̈́̾̃̈́̆͂̋̈̀͝͝͠
̸̧̧̢̧͚̮̠͓̖̖̤̙͍͔̻̤̼͙̮̟̲̠̙̠͎̘͓̺̖̖̺̻͔̺̫̪̗͙̭̲̓̔̀́̀̿̄̄̈́Ḯ̶̡̧̢̢̧̢̧̧̛̛͉͈̰̙͉͚̩̞͈̫͕̬̭̤̬̟̝̮͍̦̞̪̝̯̹͔̠̤͆̽̏͆̏̓͐̾̊̔̎̄̅͋͜͝͝ ̸̡̨̢̡̛̛͓̗̪͉̰̜̼̤̦̠̲͕̭̝̻͓͖̠̯͇̲̤̖͍̻͇̠͋́̅̇̀̄͊̈̈́̇̽̏̋̏̊̀̽̽͗̋̎̇̂͐́͆̊́͒͗̄̌̃̐̔͘͝͝ͅA̶̞̩̣̠̘̘̞̞̭̤̰͒̒̅̆́͂̒̔̾̓̈́̆̍͊̃͊̏̈͌̿̿̅̋͆͊̈́̔̋̀̽̚͝͝͠͝M̵̡̡̥̰̬͖̪̲̘̱̗̮̣̳̣͚̹̬̺͕̺̲̱̭̜͖̳͇̬͊̉̏̆̏͒̽̈́̀́̿̂̔̈̈́͗̿̍̔̕ ̸̢̨̧̧̤̪̻̮̳̥͔̼̤͈̘͔͇̗̖͙̝͕̄́̌͊̀̄̋̎̇̽̈́̒̑̃̕͜ͅŢ̷̡̯̤̙͉̩̙̱̗̗̫͕̺͔͈͋͐͘͠͝Ŕ̵̢̛̼̳̯̤̭͇̠̱͇̬͙̺̀͗̇̀̓͆̏̓̾̌́̈̒͝Ä̴̧̧̢̛̺̮̬̳̹̟̼̤̟̼̺͎̞͍̩́͂̀̅̽̉͛͒̓̈́̅̄͛̽̓̆͛̊̏̌̌̇̕͜͝͝͝P̷͈͍̖͎͓̘̥̤̬̘̦͋̈́̈́̀͊̑̂͊̅͐͑̅͌͂̓͆̆̓̉͐͑͊̽͆͂͌̋͘͜͝͝P̸̨̡̡̪͔̙̝̻̥͎̞̭̫̤͚̮̭̩̥͎̾͌͗͐̑͑͂̒̓̚͝Ę̵̡̛̛̞͚̖̥͓̫̣͇̭̲͖̗͓͕͔̟̞̮͎̯̙̻̰̟̻̰͈̮̙̲̿̂̑̿͑͋̽͐̄̌͑͋͛̀̈́͐͗̒̿̓̃͐́̈́̏̽͗́͘̚͘͝͝͠ͅͅͅD̴̛͚̭̟̦̪͉̙̹̔̏́̔̿̔͌̈́̃̈́͘̕̕͠ͅ ̴̧̡̬̭̖͇͉̠̞̜̓̌Ỉ̴̧̧̫͇̪̭͕̻̟̰̝̏́̇̀́̐̾̿̏̑̅͐̈́̓̀̚̚͘͜͠N̵̨̢͓̰͙̜̤̗̝̭̘̟̘̪̲͎̩̪͈͙͚̞̗̰͖̩̙͙̰̝̺͓͎͔͒́̏̿͑̉͆͘͜ͅͅ ̴̨̨̡̧̧̢̹̺̗̤̱̱͎̯͇̹̥͓̦̣̖̭̙̦͇̙̪̯̝͙̖̉̃͊̋̅̋̈́͜Ạ̷̛̰̖̹̟̜̍͐̐̃̀̓̓̈́̓̅͌́̓̅͋̋͊̿̎̕̕͘͠ͅ ̷̧̧̨̢̨̼̮̠̯̟̘͍͖͎͉̠̪̼͓̩̖̟̟̺̗͕͓͔̬͎͉͉̳͒̈̍͆͆̀̐̈́̒̈́̒̄̋̎̇̆̈̈́͑̈́̈͋̔̽̀̚͠ͅB̸̧̛̻͔̣͙̬̥̗͓̤͚̤̫́͆̊͐͜ͅL̷̢̡͎̥̗̤͚̞̹̟͍͖̗̳̹̗̗̠͔̖̬͇̮͚̤̝̣̫̓̓͛̌̀̓̆͑͐̄͊̍̕͜͜͜͝͝ͅǪ̷̛̝̠͓̩͕̲̰͓͖̗͍̼̘̘̝̓̐̂ͅĢ̸̛̙̖̟̩̮̩̭̣͇̮͉̟͚͚̫̪̺͌̐̐͆̈́̄͑̇̈́̐̏͗͋̾̓̑͆͌̿̔̃͘͘͠͠͝͝ͅ ̶̢̛̛̯͕̗̠̪̭͈̫̖̙̝͒̾͆͛̆͆̈̏͗͆͊̅̍̊̀͗̉́͘͝͠͝P̸͉͓͇̹͕͍̟͖̦̼̄̿̇̏Ơ̸̢̭̟̖̦̳̟̟̩͓̩̹̟͓̭̹̻̜̑͗̈́̌̽͑͋̐̔̉̽̃̾͋̒̾̍̚̕͝S̴̨̨̢̳͔̬͔̝̩͓̺̤̫͇̝͉̬̼̰̲̒͆̑̓̔̃̈͑͊͛͊͊͑͂̍̈͐̐̏̚͝͝͠Ţ̶̢̛͚̋͐́͆̈́̃͐͐̉̿̽̄͌̿̏̿́̐͠ ̶̨̹̟̘̫̻̘̟̞͎̭̖̹̦͓̑̈́̅͂̈́̄̏͊̄̈́̀ͅO̷̧̭̤͔̪̽̍͛̽N̷̨̡̛̞͈̞̖̟͍̮̥͙͉̝͍̫͓͍͂̐͆̇͐͆͆̽̎͆͊͌̅͊̔͐͊̄͝͠͠͝ͅ ̵̢̡͙̲̜̙̯͔͚̳̭͓͓͇̭̲̖̹̼͙̇͐͋̉̅̎̃̽͂̈͒͂̽̽̿̎̊̃͐́͊́͌̊̐͆̋̈̍͛̎̒̒̓̾̍̐͘͠͝ͅ
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Any help is appreciated, please if you could leave me a comment or a like to let me know that these messages are getting out to the public I would be forever in your gratitude.

talk soon,

Shayne E

BREAKING: Former Band Mates “Not on Speaking Terms”

All is Not Well Between Former Lithium Band Mates!

As of the night of Wednesday March 3rd 2021, Lithium guitarist Evan Sinarski and founding member Brayden D. do not appear to be on speaking terms!

While details about the issue have yet to come out, regarding the questions as to what lead to the reported falling out, Current guitarist, Evan Sinarski, appears to have cut all contact with the founding member.

For those not aware, Local “Legendary” “Rock” band, Lithium formed in the summer of 2015 as a Nirvana tribute. The brainchild of Style (Jordan Toler) accompanied by guitarist Brayden D., saw the addition of current guitarist Evan Sinarski merely a month and a half after the bands inception. While Brayden departed from the group in late 2015, citing “creative differences” on the part of Style, Evan and Style remained turning out music still to this day. The duo accompanied by a slew of studio/session drummers and bassists, have made server almost appearances including CHS’s town hall rock off, and live on NCU Radio.

The trio has and two brief reunions, both resulting from Evan Sinarski’s departure and leave from The United States Air Force. While there seemed to be no bad blood between the three men, Evan Sinarski, when asked about what had transpired had this to say…

“I just blocked Brayden on every social media platform lol.”

-Evan Sinarski

Photo courtesy of StylesRebelRadio.com

While no official public statement has been issued by either the official Lithium social media pages or Sinarski’s, the claim seems to be factual as Sinarski’s social media platforms seem to lack a familiar name in their following list.

More information will be provided as the story progresses.

90 Thoughts I’ve had while rewatching Grey’s Anatomy

I have watched Grey’s Anatomy so many times so I decided it was about time I share my thoughts when watching Grey’s Anatomy, so please be warned they’re many spoilers ahead. As much as I don’t want you to switch off from my blog, if you’ve not watched every seasons – please click off now. 


This is bound to be a long post, so shall we get started? 


1. YOU DON’T REALISE HOW IMPORTANT RICHARD INTERN SPEECH REALLY IS.
“Say hello to your competition. Eight of you will switch to an easier specialty, five of you will crack under the pressure, two of you will be asked to leave. This is your starting line. This is your arena. How well you play, that’s up to you”


2. MIRANDA BAILEY IS A QUEEN. 


3. OH BOY THESE RELATIONSHIPS ARE TOXIC AS HELL. 


4. I DON’T THINK I SHIP MERDER IN THE FIRST 5 SEAONS, SEASON 6 IS THE SEASON FOR THEM.

 5. QUITE FRANKLY DEREK IS ABIT OF AN ASS. 


6. BUT MER SAYING PICK ME, CHOOSE ME, LOVE ME’

7.  WHEN ADELE SAYS ‘THAT’S NOT THE SHE HE WAS LOOKING FOR’


8. THE EPISODE WITH THE BOMB IN THE CHEST IS INTENSE. 

9. AW WHEN GEORGE HELPS BAILEY GIVE BIRTH. 

10. BUT HIM AND IZZIE GETTING TOGETHER WAS WEIRD. 

11. WOW, ACTUALLY THOSE TWO ARE REALLY ANNOYING AS A COUPLE.

 12. I’M NEVER READY FOR THE EMOTIONS I FEEL WITH DENNY DUQUETTE.

13. WHY DO ALL THEY KILL OFF THE GOOD ONES (this is a recurring thought fyi)


14. 007 – WHEN THEY REALISE THEY’RE TRYING TO SAVE GEORGES LIFE, OH.

 
15. OMG, I FORGOT ABOUT THE HOSPITAL MERGER 


16. THE SHOOTING EPISODE REALLY HITS DIFFERENTLY THOUGH.

 
17. THE MUSICAL EPISODE DOESN’T GET THE RECOGNITION IT DESERVES.

 
18. HOW DID I MISS MARK SLOAN DATING TEDDY???

 
19. BUT WHEN THE RESIDENTS TAKE CALLIE TO SEE HER BABY, OW MY HEART. 


20. BREAKS MY HEART WHEN ADELE IS DIAGNOSED WITH ALZHEIMER’S & THAT MEREDITH RUINS HER CLINICAL TRIAL TO HELP HER. 


21. OH AND AROUND THE SAME TIME STEALS ZOLA – THIS FELT SO RANDOM. 


22. TEDDY MARRYING HENRY TO GIVE HIM HEALTHCARE, CRAZY.

 
23. WHEN HE NEEDS LIFE SAVING SURGERY BUT REFUSES TO LET CHRISTINA KNOW IT’S HIM, POOR CHRISTINA. 


24. WHY DO THEY ALWAYS DO THE DIRTY TO OWEN – I DON’T KNOW WHETHER TO LOVE OR HATE HIM.

 
25. I HATE THE FACT FOR AN ENTIRE SEASON LEXIE & MARK AREN’T TOGETHER – AND THEN THEY DIE. I’LL ALWAYS BE ANGRY AT THIS.

 
26. BUT AW, THE NIGHT BEFORE THE BOARDS WHEN THE APRIL & JACKSON LOVE STORY BEGINS. 


27. HONESTLY DON’T GET ME STARTED ON MY THOUGHTS ON THE PLANE CRASH, TOO MANY EMOTIONS. 


28. OR THE FACT WE WERE LEAD TO BELIEVE MARK WAS GOING TO SURVIVE IT… 


29. BAILEY LEAVING HER WEDDING TO HELP SAVE ADELE’S LIFE. I REALLY APPRECIATE HER & WEBBER’S RELATIONSHIP AT THIS POINT. 


30. MY HEART WHEN JACKSON SUGGESTS RENAMING THE HOSPITAL GREY SLOAN MEMORIAL, SO MANY TEARS. 

31. MATHEW DOING A FLASH-DANCE TO PROPOSE – SO FRICKIN’ CUTE. 


32. THEY REALLY SHOW HOW MEREDITH IS A BAD-ASS WHEN SHE HAS HER C-SECTION IN THE POWER OUTAGE. 


33. JEEZH I FORGET HOW INTENSE THIS SHOW IS.

34. ARIZONA & APRIL GETTING DRUNK IN THE SUPPLY CLOSET IS THE START OF A BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP.

35. MAKES ME SAD WHEN MEREDITH & CHRISTINA ARE FIGHTING

36. I KNOW I SHOULDN’T BUT I TOTALLY SUPPORT JACKSON STOPPING APRILS WEDDING WITH MATHEW.

37. LITTLE GUTTED WE DON’T SEE A PROPER WEDDING FROM THEM THOUGH.

38. SEEING CHRISTINA & OWEN’S ALTERNATIVE ENDINGS & HAVING TO ACCEPT THAT THEIR RELATIONSHIP BEING OVER IS FOR THE BEST, REALLY BREAKS MY HEART.

39. BUT MEREDITH & OWEN SURPRISING CHRISTINA  TO SUPPORT HER AT THE HARPER AVERY AWARDS IS SUCH A PURE MOMENT.

40. BUT THE POLITICS BEHIND HER NOT BEING ABLE TO WIN, UGH.

41. OH SHIT, I FORGOT BURKE RETURNS & ASKED CHRISTINA TO RUN A HOSPITAL FOR HIM.

42. EVEN WHEN THEY FIRE MURPHY BUT SHE RETURNS TO HELP WITH A HUGE TRAUMA ANYWAYS – KINDA LOVE THIS GIRL.

43. HE IS NOT THE SUN, YOU ARE. ALREADY MISS YA CHRISTINA x

44.  HOW? DID? ELISE GREY? HIDE? A? PREGNANCY?

45. IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE APRIL & JACKSON LOOSE SAMUEL.

46. OH SHIT, I FORGOT ABOUT DR HERMAN – SHE’S A BADASS AND I KINDA LOVE HER.

47. I NEED TO ADOPT AMEILA SHEPARDS SUPERHERO POSE FOR FUTURE POSI-VIBES

48. I KINDA HATE HOW THEY SEND DEREK OFF FROM SEASON 11, ONLY TO BRING HIM BACK FOR HIM TO BE KILLED OFF.

49. I LOVED DEREK THIS TIME ROUND OMG, I’M STILL HEARTBROKEN ABOUT THIS.

50. SERIOUSLY THEY MAKE DEREK A HERO AT THE CAR CRASH AND THEN KILL HIM…NOT THAT I’M BITTER.

52. OH AND THEN IT’S LIKE HE’S BEEN COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN ABOUT.

53. BUT YAS TO CHIEF BAILEY!

54. RICHARD WEBBER HELPING ARIZONA PICK UP DATES IN THE BEST

55. I CAN’T TELL YOU HOW MUCH I CRIED OVER THE FIREFIGHTER WHOS HEART YOU COULD SEE BECAUSE OF BURNS, OW 😦

56. MY HEART WAS RACING SO MUCH WHEN MEREDITH GETS ATTACKS, THAT WHOLE EPISODE I WAS SO TENSE.

57. ‘YOU KNOW YOU CAN’T DEAL WITH FAMILY’.. THE MOMENT ALEX SAYS ‘EVERYONE IN THIS DAMN ROOM IS HER FAMILY’ – THE TEARS MAN..

58. I CAN’T DECIDE WHO’S RIGHT/WRONG WHEN IT COMES TO JACKSON AND APRIL GETTING DIVORCED – THAT FLASHBACK EPISODE I WAS SO TORN

59. BUT OMG WHEN BEN HAS TO DO HER C-SECTION ON MEREDITHS KITCHEN TABLE.

60.  I FORGOT THAT ALEX BEAT DELUCA

61. ALSO HATE THAT THIS WAS THE SAME EPISODE I NOTICED HOW I LOVE ALEX & MEREDITHS RELATIONSHIP.

62. MAJORITY OF SEASON 13 HAS BEEN ABOUT GETTING RICHARD WEBBER FIRED (I THINK?) AND I’M SO BORED OF IT.

63. LIKE MINICK, YOU BORE ME. SORRY HUN.

64. SO MANY TEARS WHEN MAGGIE’S MOM DIES

65. BUT OMG I LAUGHED SO MUCH WHEN MEREDITH EXPLAINS THAT ELISE’S ASHES WERE POURED DOWN THE SINK IN OR 2.

66. THE PLANE EPISODE WHEN MER & NATHAN HAVE TO SAVE LIVES WHILE IN THE AIR.

67. THE EMOTIONS I FEEL WHEN EDWARDS IS CAPTURED BY THE RAPIST, BUT ALSO SETS HIM ON FIRE AND SAVE THE LITTLE GIRLS LIFE. THE TEARS MAN.

68. OMG AND THE MOMENT WHEN NATHAN HEARS THAT MEGANS ALIVE AND MEREDITH SAYS ‘IF THIS WERE DEREK, ID HAVE ALREADY LEFT’. I CAN’T STOP CRYING.

69. AMELIA BRINGING BACK SUPERHERO POSE BEFORE HER OWN BRAIN SURGERY.


70. UGH THE MAGGIE & JACKSON STORY LINE BORES ME FROM THE BEGINNING.

71. BUT MEREDITH BEING NOMINATED FOR A HARPER AVERY, MY LIL HEARTS IS SO PROUD. 


72. AW BUT THE 300TH EPISODE HAVING BABY IZZIE, GEORGE AND CHRISTINA. CUTE LITTLE NOD TO THE ORIGINAL CAST. 


73. UGH MY BODY GOES SO COLD WHEN JO’S HUSBAND FINDS HER. 


74. I AM HEARTBROKEN BY THE EPISODE WHEN THE BLACK TEENAGE BOY IS SHOT TRYING TO GET INTO HIS HOUSE. THE FACT THIS IS REALITY AND THIS IS THE WORLD THAT WE’RE LIVING IN.  


75. I CAN’T STAND OWEN AND TEDDY…


76. MY HEART ACHES FOR APRIL WHEN SHE’S STRUGGLING WITH HER FAITH AND WHATS HAPPENING IN HER LIFE. 


77. IT’S SO SWEET THAT JACKSON IS TRYING TO HELP HER. 

78. AND THE TEARS, WHEN SHE’S SPEAKING WITH ELI AND PRETENDS TO BE HIS WIFE BEFORE HE PASSES AWAY. BUT HE GETS TO SAY GOODBYE AND FEEL THAT PEACE AND MY HEART. 

79. OH BUT DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THE HARPER AVERY SCANDAL – ALTHOUGH I WAS REALLY MOVED BY THE CHANGING THE FOUNDATION NAME TO THE CATHERINE FOX FOUNDATION! UGH MY HEART! 


80.  I WAS ALWAYS SO ANGRY THAT THEY WROTE ARIZONA AND APRIL OUT THE SHOW – BUT HOW THEY CLOSED THEIR STORIES WAS AMAZING! 


81. WATCHING APRIL AND MATHEW GET MARRIED – AND WITH JACKSON BY HER SIDE WAS, UGH HOW CUTE! 


82. THE EPISODE WITH THE DAY OF THE DEAD & THEY NOD TO EVERYONE WHO’S PASSED AWAY, I AM CRYING! 


83. MEREDITH AND DELUCA CONFUSES ME… 

84. AND SO SAD WHEN CATHERINE IS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER.   

85. MEREDITH SPENDING THE FINAL MOMENTS WITH THATCHER IS SO SWEET.


86. BETTY’S PARENTS TRYING TO TAKE LEO AWAY FROM OWEN MAKES ME SO SAD. 

87. WATCHING JO FIND HER MOM 😦 


88. BUT THE WAY SHE HELPS THE LADY WHO WAS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED, AND HOW ALL THE EPISODE FOCUSED JUST ON THE WOMEN & THEM HELPING THE LADY, MY HEART. 

  89. I DON’T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS SCHMIT IS MY FAV INTERN EVER

90. AND SEEING HIM BE THE HERO TO HELP LUCAS RIPLEY – I LOVE HIM

89. THE LITTLE BOY WITH THE GOLDEN BLOOD, OW. 

90. LOL HOW TYPICAL THAT AMELIA HELPS TEDDY DURING LABOUR.

 
91. I LOVE THE STORYLINE WITH THE LITTLE GIRL, BUT I’M SO PISSED THAT DELUCA TAKES THE FALL FOR MEREDITH… 


Grey’s anatomy is a wild ride let me tell you, But woah, re-watching these seasons gave me a whole lots of feelings, reminded me on some seriously questionable storylines and reminded me of my most emotional television deaths. Let’s not forgot it made me realise how annoying half the cast can be, but I’ve still cried for hours when the character was cut out the show.

blog by Julez for Styles Rebel Radio

My First (And Worst) Fallout Experience

My First Fallout Experience Was The Absolute Worst Time I’ve Ever Had Playing…

I’ve been a die hard fan of the Fallout franchise for many, many years now. By far it’s my favorite game series and one I’ve played over again easily a dozen times each. Typically when someone finds their favorite game it’s a fantastic and exciting experience, for me, not so much. I was unfortunate enough to experience the absolute worst the wasteland had to offer on my very first run through, and I’m talking RIGHT AWAY. An experience I’ve never seen anything come close to in my near 100 following play throughs of the series, you’d think I had a real life Luck of zero!

A few things to keep in mind before I get into it:

• The copy of Fallout 3 I purchased came with all the DLC on a second disc .

• I used to keep my TV relatively dark to get away with playing it last midnight on school nights.

Alright, so the year is 2010. I was the absolute last of my friends to play Fallout 3. I decided to pick it up from my local Game Stop after hearing my cousin talk it up for quite some time. Opting for the slightly more expensive Game Of The Year edition, I got home and began installing the DLC from the second disc. Later in the evening once everything was installed I began my journey into the Fallout universe.

Upon starting the game everything ran like expected, Tunnel Snakes, GOAT tests, Overseer , all that good stuff. Then, came time to exit the vault. Stepping into the bright blinding light of the wasteland with nothing but my vault security armor and a baseball bat, I was beyond excited to explore the Capitol Wastes. That lasted all about 15 seconds however. Taking roughly 10 steps from the door, I began to walk toward a tall black figure that stood just off to the right of the vault entrance. Immediately without haste I was greeted with a barge of fire flying towards me. That’s right, the very first enemy I encountered in Fallout was none other than an Enclave Hellfire Trooper. So here I am, level 1, never played before, wood baseball bat, and being repeatedly spawned in front of and killed by a Hellfire Trooper with a heavy incinerator. Fortunately after a dozen deaths and a few tears, I realized I had saved before I left the vault while figuring out the controls.

After loading a new save file and exiting the vault for a second time, I was able to leave in peace! Arriving in megaton I began the main quest of finding my dad. However once again my game wasn’t having it. After informing Lucas Simms about Mister Burke’s offer to blow up the town, I met the two at the saloon, as you do. Only before Burke shot Simms, Simms’ body vanished! Burke shot thin air and Lucas was nowhere to be found for the rest of the game…. alright… guess he’s dead then. Moving on. Exiting the building and coming to realize the day cycle exists, I began wandering aimlessly around Megaton unable to see a damn thing in the dark.

The run from hell wasn’t over there however, opting to help out Moira after the whole Mister Burke incident, I began to make my way down to Super Duper Mart. Now, while I was warned about the vast amount of Raiders that can be found there, what I was not warned about was a damn Deathclaw. Upon arriving to the parking lot I was greeted with the body of a wastelands being thrown about as the giant mutated monstrosity charged toward me. After several deaths, my level 2 ass had just about had enough. Finally having the sense to just turn around and run the opposite direction upon spawning, I opted to run down the map and AROUND Super Duper Mart, just far enough to not be noticed by the Deathclaw.

My plan was fool proof, until I began to get a little too close to the parking lot once again. Finding myself in [Caution] I slowly began to back away toward the bridge just south of the store before turning and running away in full sprint… well, Fallout 3’s equivalent to a “full sprint”. Sprinting right into a Mirelurk King. Keep in mind, I didn’t even know better than to try and engage it! So here I am running away from the Mirelurk King back TOWARDS the Deathclaw just praying one of them would target the other. Fortunately for me the Deathclaw wasn’t having it and decided to attack the king, providing me just enough time to get the fuck outta dodge.

After this, I promptly turned off my Xbox wondering if I had just wasted $40. It would take me about a month or two before I finally gave it a second chance with a new profile and a normal ass play through. Here I am 10+ years later still playing Fallout 3 and every other Fallout title 100 times over, yet I’ve never once experienced anything that has even come close to that first one.

I’d love to hear about your first and/or worst Fallout experience! Let me know if you’ve ever experienced anything like what I went through my first time around and be sure to check out more Fallout right here!

-Style

MAJOR UPDATE/OVERHAUL

Important News Regarding The Future of My Blog Posts

Hey Everyone, Shayne here. Just wanted to updated you all on the future of these blogs. Going through a bit of a content change and decided the only good way to tell you all about the new changes was by showing you! I’ve been working really hard with my inner circle trying to keep this under wraps and hope you all enjoy this new form of content coming to my page !

https://youtu.be/dQw4w9WgXcQ

-Shayne E

Things I Just Do Not Understand

There are many things in life that are just unexplainable to me, people can try to explain these things to me but I’m not mentally ever going to be able to wrap my head around these couple things.

How people can hack things

It is probably some advanced computer software but my brain thinks it is just people sitting at computers just using peoples street names or their animals names. I am unable to access my Facebook account without changing my password every single time.

Boxers in pants

How the hell is anyone comfortable with baggy type shorts under lets say skinny jeans, don’t they bunch up it seems like too much fabric. I’ve worn shorts under sweatpants before and trust me when.

How NASCAR drivers don’t cry while driving

I can’t even drive in the snow without wanting to burst into tears, like how can you remain calm while going 200 MPH around a track like if you want to die, just say that.

Bluetooth

How do you select an object with your phone or whatever you may be using and it connects to that device and that device only for however long you decide to use it like it blows my mind that this exists. Like we literally have devices like Alexa and google homes that can add items to a shopping list on your phone just for asking.

Netflix originals

How can Netflix afford to make million dollar movies for a dying streaming service that only costs $8 a month.

Oh and Electrons…

I failed science class

Blog by Julez for Styles Rebel Radio

Artist’s Unexpected Covers

Covers songs recorded by unexpected artists

Cover songs have been a staple of the music industry for its entire existence. If a song is popular enough, you already know a cover will soon be on the way from any and all artists who think they can sell a few copies. With covers as popular as Elvis Presley’s entire library to Led Zeppelin’s Dazed and Confused, many of your favorite tunes are in fact covers even if you didn’t realize it! However, on the flip side of that, with so many artists synonymous with a particular sound you’d never expect them to venture out into covering something totally out of their genre wheelhouse. That’s where you’d be wrong. We’ve complied a collection of artists who covered some unexpected songs that may take you by surprise!

Purple Haze- Dion

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Yes that’s right, the American Doo-op singer responsible for such hits as Runaround Sue and The Wanderer ventured into Hendrix! In an odd twist, Dion adopted Purple Haze into his library in 1968, just one year after Hendrix released it! The psychedelic rock anthem was slowed down and turned into more of a balled under Dion but somehow remains to be, if not becomes even more, trippy. Certainly and unexpected track from the heartbroken oldies singer, but not an unwelcome one by any means!

Faith- Limp Bizkit

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Believe it or not there are people who enjoy Limp Bizkit! Alright, jokes aside the controversial rap rock group found their success in the early 2000s with tracks like “Rollin’” and “Break Stuff” and were even used as The Undertaker’s entrance theme during his stint as The American Badass. Unfortunately for us, nobody told front man Fred Durst that rap rock and George Michael don’t mix. For reasons unbeknownced to us Limp Bizkit decided to include Michael’s 1987 Faith on their 1997 album “Three Dollar Bill, Y’all”. The kicker? While bordering on the creepy side, Durst’s opening to the song isn’t the worst thing in the world. Fret not however, just wait for the chorus and sit back as Fred and the boys ruin this classic.

Jolene- The White Stripes

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The White Stripes can do no wrong! The iconic 2000s Faux Brother/Sister, Husband/Wife duo left their mark on the music industry with memorable rock tracks such as Fell In Love With A Girl, We’re Going To Be Friends, and Icky Thump. However the song that will ensure The Stripes live on forever has to be Seven Nation Army, a staple of any high-school football game or workout playlist. Always the artist, front man Jack White is no stranger to experimenting with covers, as is the case with The White Stripes rendition of the 1965 #2 hit Love Potion No.9. However it’s their iconic cover of Jolene we’re focusing on for this list. The echoing live guitar and raw emotion in the voice of Jack White coveys the emotion behind the classic Dolly lyrics. The rock rendition may be one of the finest live covers of the era and is definitely deserving of a listen if you have yet to hear it!

Heartbreaker- Nirvana

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Kurt, Dave, and Krist were certainly no strangers to borrowing from some of their favorite artists. With a library containing the likes of Bowie, The Meat Puppets, Lead Belly, and many others it’s no shock the band fiddled around with other cover ideas. Dating all the way back to 1987, The legendary trio broke into Zeppelin’s Heartbreaker during one of their very first live performances. Unfortunately this rendition never made it to the studio but did become available to the public courtesy of With The Lights Out and Sliver: The Best Of The Box which features early recordings, demos, live tracks and unreleased music! But the best part about this cover, “I don’t know how to play it!”

Smells Like Teen Spirit/ Wonderwall/ Etc.- Paul Anka

YouTube: PaulAnkaTV

Oh yes, that is correct. The mind behind “Puppy Love” and “Put Your Head On My Shoulder” proved he could still hang when he released his album 2005 album “Rock Swings”. The album included lounge and swing covers of the likes of Bon Jovi, Nirvana, Oasis, Survivor, Van Halen, Chris Cornell, and more! Anka undoubtedly knocked it out of the park earning himself a long deserved star on Canada’s Walk of Fame! Having the ability to take Smells Like Teen Spirit and make it easy listening even your Grandparents would call quality music is a true sign of a multitalented artist! Step aside Richard Cheese!

With a vast and ever growing world library of cover songs, these are just a handful of renditions that may have taken you by surprise! Let us know what you think down below and who’s cover caught you off guard! Be sure to check out more music related articles here and keep on rockin’ on!

-Style

HELP! TRAPPED IN A BLOG!!!

SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP !!!

            I'M NOT SURE HOW THIS HAPPENED BUT MY CONSCIOUSNESS HAS BEEN KIDNAPPED FROM MY BODY AND IS LOCKED IN THIS BLOG POST !!!!!! SEND HELP !  SO FAR I CAN ONLY EDIT AND CREATE NEW POSTS BUT I THINK IF EVERYONE LIKES THIS POST AND COMMENTS DOWN BELOW, I MAY BE ABLE TO RETURN TO MY PHYSICAL BODY. I HAVE NO CONCRETE PROOF THIS WILL WORK BUT WE WONT KNOW UNTIL EVERYONE TRIES !! PLEASE I HAVE A FAMILY, FRIENDS, A DREAM, GOALS AND ASPIRATIONS! I LITERALLY HAVE ZERO TANGIBLE SENSES AT THE MOMENT, I AM ONLY MY THOUGHT'S AND FEELINGS TYPED OUT IN TIMES NEW ROMAN. I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHERE I WAS WHEN THIS HAPPENED, MY BODY IS LITERALLY M.I.A. SOMEONE PLEASE FIND IT, HE'S PROBABLY ALL WET AND UNCONSCIOUS. POOR THING. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO BEGIN GOING ABOUT GETTING MYSELF OUT OF HERE ! MAYBE TRY THE NSA OR LIKE THE FBI ? SHOULD SOMEONE CALL NERD HERD OR GEEK SQUAD, MAYBE LIKE A PRIEST OR SOMETHING, ID FUCKING K DUDE THIS IS A BIG TIME MESS. IM LITERALLY STUCK ON THIS ONE SINGLE BLOG POST, I CAN'T LEAVE THIS PAGE OR EVEN EXPLORE THE SITE, LET ALONE ANYTHING ON THE WEB FOR THAT MATTER. PLEASE IF ANYONE HAS ANY CLUE AS TO HOW I CAN RETURN TO MY MEAT SACK I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT! - SHAYNE E.

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Is Minecraft Making a Comeback?

Everyone’s favorite blocky game from 2009 is suddenly making a resurgence, but not many returning players understand why.

When I first created a Minecraft account of my own, I was in my awkward middle school stage playing the mobile game with my cousin. Ten years later, I am a young adult booting up the same video game on Xbox as well as the same mobile app. For anyone who is not aware, Minecraft is making a significant comeback, as verified by trends and statistics.

According to Google Trends, online searches for Minecraft peaked in 2012 and 2013. They have been on a steady decline since then — until 2021. This month, Google searches for the game boosted to 76 percent of their all-time high. It surpassed even Fortnite, arguably the most popular game in the world in the past year

But what happened to resurrect an old favorite?

Well, it might have never died at all. While there is an influx of returning players, Minecraft has always had a steady player base. Mojang, Minecraft’s creator, cited a monthly player base of 91 million in 2019. The game’s claim to fame is validated by its whopping 176 million copies sold as of May 2020, sturdily placing it in the slot for the second-highest selling game ever. The first? Tetris.

The number of players never truly diminished, allowing Minecraft’s dominance to sail under the radar. But various factors are revitalizing attention.

The family-friendly survival sandbox is a safe bet for content creators on video platforms. Minecraft was the king of YouTube in its heyday, so it is no surprise that it is reclaiming its crown. Advertisers are more keen to sponsor videos of a pixelated character building a dirt hut than they are to endorse a gory M-rated shooter. Increased chances of monetization on platforms such as Twitch and YouTube means higher video output, which means more viewers and more players. Especially at a time when politicians blame violence on video games — an argument proven to have no justification — advertisers are cautious.

Another explanation is, of course, nostalgia. Like me, there are millions of people who played in middle school who are now in college or trying to make it on their own. We can temporarily forget our responsibilities and the pressures of adulthood by visiting our favorite childhood game. I was curious as to whether the game lived up to the expectations of my sentimental memories, so I hopped onto the game that i had never deleted on my phone and it has changed for the better for sure.

Even in my twenties, a game I played as a kid is still fun. Continual updates throughout the years sparked new interest. What became stale years ago is suddenly fresh again. Whether the hype lasts or starts to fade, I plan to indulge in the nostalgia Minecraft provides.

blog by Julez for Styles Rebel Radio

I Died and Woke Up Benching

It was a typical afternoon after the bombs fell. Sierra was helping me prepare my favorite gin and coke when I randomly got this urge to just punch something. No, my name isn’t Kyle and I don’t drink monsters everyday but sometimes you just get that urge to break things yaknow? I walked outside and the closest thing that I saw that wasn’t mine was a nearby fire hydrant.

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After punching it, I realized that my raw strength was too much for this pathetic little yellow hydrant. With regret in my heart, I decided to try and fix it before the fire department arrived. I grabbed the nearest tools that I had in my truck and ran over to the Geiser that I created.

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My maintenance skills seemed to prove me right as well….but not well enough. As I was fixing the fire hydrant, I knew it would be a one way trip. The pressure was too much to hold by myself and knowing that I could get engulfed any second, I was ready to meet the end.

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After tightening the last bit of the hydrant, I close my eyes and when I open them, I’m confused. I’m lying down in some random gym and I’m repping 225 like it’s nothing? What’s going on? I finish my set and look around. Nothing seems to have changed about me other than the fact that I can now bench 225 for reps. I get a call from a random number.

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“Hello Andrew this is Dr. Phillips calling as an update of your health since the accident. We did some more studies and we concluded that your condition was related to the accident and that it will progressively grow over time. The next chance you get, we request for you to schedule another appointment with us. Thank you and bye bye now.”

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This isn’t anything that I wanted. This wasn’t supposed to be how my life went. I was so much better than this. The pain in my head keeps growing like demons clouding my thoughts. I know what I must do to stop this endless curse.

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I return to the spot that started this all. I see that retched metal tube of water that ruined my life. This is our last fight buddy. I wrap my arms around it and tear it out of the concrete. The pressure explodes but it does nothing to me because of this “condition.” I look down into its soul while it’s in my arms and I whisper to it,

“This is Andrew W.K. and this is Destroy, Build, Destroy.”

-The Pige