Are you ready for sex?

I’m going to start off by saying this is not a religious point of view for me, and i’m not quite keen on the no sex before marriage speech being preached at children or even young adults. I do believe that sex should be an open conversation in all households whether you’re religious or not give your opinion.

In the social media age we live in there is no telling what kids and teens are seeing on their instagram and twitter feeds now with only fans and things like that. Teens especially need more guidance then what their so called role models are saying on tv and on their social media.

So I am here to have the conversation that a lot of parents are not willing to have the “are you ready for sex” talk…

There are no rules about how long you have to be dating or together with someone before deciding to have sex with them. Being ready for sex happens at different times for everyone don’t just have sex because your friends or partner is pressuring you.

Sex and the Law

The law says it is legal to agree or consent to sex from the age 16. If you’re under 16, you can get confidential contraceptive and sexual health services, including advice about an unplanned pregnancy.

If you’re under 13, the situation is different because the law says you can’t consent to any sexual activity at this age.

When to have sex

Figuring out when to have sex is one of the biggest decisions you can make in your life. you are the only person who can and should make the decision.

Just because you have had sex before, even with the same person, doesn’t mean you have to do it again.

How to talk about sex

It’s better to have an embarrassing talk about sex than an embarrassing sexual experience before you’re ready.

There are lots of things to think and talk about, such as:

  • Are you both ready?
  • Will you be having sex for the right reasons, and not because of peer pressure or partner pressure?
  • Do you have contraception sorted? 

Sex isn’t the only aspect of a relationship, and there are other ways of enjoying each other’s company. Discuss what you want and what you don’t want to do.

You can do other things you both like, such as talking, meeting each other’s family and friends, going to the movies, attending sporting events, walking, and listening to music.

The questions to ask yourself about sex

You need to have the confidence to work out how you want to respond if sex comes up and how far to go. Ask yourself if you feel comfortable.

Is it the right time, in the right place, and with the right person? Do you really trust the person, and do you feel the same way about one another?

If you think you might have sex, ask yourself the following questions:

  • Does it feel right?
  • Do I love my partner?
  • Does he/she love me just as much?
  • Have we talked about using condoms to prevent STIs and HIV, and was the talk OK?
  • Have we got contraception organised to protect against pregnancy? 
  • Do I feel able to say “no” at any point if I change my mind, and will we both be OK with that?

If you answer yes to all these questions, the time may be right.

But if you answer yes to any of the following questions, it might not be:

  • Do I feel under pressure from anyone, such as my partner or friends?
  • Could I have any regrets afterwards?
  • Am I thinking about having sex just to impress my friends or keep up with them? 
  • Am I thinking about having sex just to keep my partner?

Being in a relationship doesn’t mean you have to have sex. Even if you have done it once or twice, you still need to make sure your boyfriend or girlfriend is as keen as you are each time.

How do I bring up the subject of safer sex?

When you decide to have sex, there’s the possibility of pregnancy, catching a sexually transmitted infection (STI) such as chlamydia, or both.

Whoever you’re thinking of having sex with, it’s important to talk about contraception and condoms before you have sex. Both of you have a responsibility to have this conversation.

Starting a conversation about the different types of contraception could be a good way to start talking about other issues to do with sex, such as how you feel about it and what you do and don’t want to do.

You could try saying: “I found out there are 15 different types of contraception … If we were to have sex, which one should we use?”

Researching the options together will help both of you feel more confident and in control of the situation.

Find out about the 15 different kinds of contraception

You can get free and confidential advice about sex, contraception and abortion at any time.

Visit your local doctor, community contraceptive clinic, sexual health clinic, or young persons’ clinic.

Call the national sexual health helpline on (300) 123-7123 for details.

Find your local sexual health services

Using condoms

You need to use condoms to reduce the risk of catching an STI, including HIV, whoever you’re having sex with.

I’m going to start off by saying this is not a religious point of view for me, and i’m not quite keen on the no sex before marriage speech being preached at children or even young adults. I do believe that sex should be an open conversation in all households whether you’re religious or not give your opinion.

In the social media age we live in there is no telling what kids and teens are seeing on their instagram and twitter feeds now with only fans and things like that. Teens especially need more guidance then what their so called role models are saying on tv and on their social media.

So I am here to have the conversation that a lot of parents are not willing to have the “are you ready for sex” talk…

There are no rules about how long you have to be dating or together with someone before deciding to have sex with them. Being ready for sex happens at different times for everyone don’t just have sex because your friends or partner is pressuring you.



Sex and the Law

The law says it is legal to agree or consent to sex from the age 16. If you’re under 16, you can get confidential contraceptive and sexual health services, including advice about an unplanned pregnancy.

If you’re under 13, the situation is different because the law says you can’t consent to any sexual activity at this age.



When to have sex

Figuring out when to have sex is one of the biggest decisions you can make in your life. you are the only person who can and should make the decision.

Just because you have had sex before, even with the same person, doesn’t mean you have to do it again.



How to talk about sex

It’s better to have an embarrassing talk about sex than an embarrassing sexual experience before you’re ready.

There are lots of things to think and talk about, such as:

  • Are you both ready?
  • Will you be having sex for the right reasons, and not because of peer pressure or partner pressure?
  • Do you have contraception sorted? 

Sex isn’t the only aspect of a relationship, and there are other ways of enjoying each other’s company. Discuss what you want and what you don’t want to do.

You can do other things you both like, such as talking, meeting each other’s family and friends, going to the movies, attending sporting events, walking, and listening to music.

The questions to ask yourself about sex

You need to have the confidence to work out how you want to respond if sex comes up and how far to go. Ask yourself if you feel comfortable.

Is it the right time, in the right place, and with the right person? Do you really trust the person, and do you feel the same way about one another?

If you think you might have sex, ask yourself the following questions:

  • Does it feel right?
  • Do I love my partner?
  • Does he/she love me just as much?
  • Have we talked about using condoms to prevent STIs and HIV, and was the talk OK?
  • Have we got contraception organised to protect against pregnancy? 
  • Do I feel able to say “no” at any point if I change my mind, and will we both be OK with that?

If you answer yes to all these questions, the time may be right.

But if you answer yes to any of the following questions, it might not be:

  • Do I feel under pressure from anyone, such as my partner or friends?
  • Could I have any regrets afterwards?
  • Am I thinking about having sex just to impress my friends or keep up with them? 
  • Am I thinking about having sex just to keep my partner?

Being in a relationship doesn’t mean you have to have sex. Even if you have done it once or twice, you still need to make sure your boyfriend or girlfriend is as keen as you are each time.



How do I bring up the subject of safer sex?

When you decide to have sex, there’s the possibility of pregnancy, catching a sexually transmitted infection (STI) such as chlamydia, or both.

Whoever you’re thinking of having sex with, it’s important to talk about contraception and condoms before you have sex. Both of you have a responsibility to have this conversation.

Starting a conversation about the different types of contraception could be a good way to start talking about other issues to do with sex, such as how you feel about it and what you do and don’t want to do.

You could try saying: “I found out there are 15 different types of contraception … If we were to have sex, which one should we use?”

Researching the options together will help both of you feel more confident and in control of the situation.

Find out about the 15 different kinds of contraception

You can get free and confidential advice about sex, contraception and abortion at any time.

Visit your local doctor, community contraceptive clinic, sexual health clinic, or young persons’ clinic.

Call the national sexual health helpline on (300) 123-7123 for details.

If you’re in a boy/girl couple, you should use an additional form of contraception to prevent an unintended pregnancy.

Choosing the right contraception

There are 15 different kinds of contraception, including the implant, the injection, the combined pill, and the progestogen-only pill.

Most kinds of contraception are used by girls, but both of you have a responsibility to talk about this: a pregnancy will affect both of you.

Lesbian, gay or bisexual sex

If you have lesbian, gay or bisexual sex, it’s important to use a condom every time as you can still get or pass on STIs, including HIV.

You also need to know about contraception in case you have straight sex as well.

Reading the signs they want sex

Many people are surprised when a situation leads to sex, so learn to read the signs.

If someone suggests you find a quiet place, makes lots of physical contact, or suddenly tries to charm and flatter you, they might be thinking about sex, even if you’re not.

You need to decide whether you want to have sex. Don’t let someone else decide for you by just going along with it.

Make the decision in advance and stay in control of the situation, especially if you have had alcohol as you’ll be less inhibited.

If you’re not sure you can stay in control, avoid situations that could lead to sex, such as going to someone’s room or somewhere quiet.

Alcohol won’t help

Many people have sex or lose their virginity when they have been drinking.

After a few drinks, you’re more likely to lose your judgement and may do things you wouldn’t do normally.

You may regret your actions in the morning, and you won’t be able to undo what you have done.

People are also more likely to have sex without a condom when they’re drunk. This can lead to an STI or unintended pregnancy.

Teen Pregnancy

In 2017, a total of 194,377 babies were born to women aged 15–19 years, for a birth rate of 18.8 per 1,000 women in this age group. This is another record low for U.S. teens and a drop of 7% from 2016. Birth rates fell 10% for women aged 15–17 years and 6% for women aged 18–19 years.

When most teens are telling their parents they are having sex is when they are telling them that they are pregnant.

It is possible that having a conversation about sex with your parents will help avoid this because they might be able to help provide you with protection and better yet they may provide you with advice on the subject and guide you to make your own decisions on the matter.

I believe that if you’re planning on having sex you’re going to find a way to do it whether your parents are supportive or not, but if you are better prepared and know the consequences and take the steps to avoid them you will be okay.

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Top Marriages and Weddings from Grey’s Anatomy.

There has been so many relationships on Grey’s Anatomy, but only some have become actual marriages.

Below is a list of my favorites from the first 10 seasons.

  1. Meredith & Derek- I absolutely loved it when Meredith and Derek gave up their wedding that really neither of them wanted for Alex and Izzie and had a post-it marriage instead.

2. Izzie & Alex- I loved their wedding simply because Izzie spent most of her time in the hospital planning Meredith and Derek’s wedding but when Izzie took a turn for the worst they gave up their wedding and let Izzie and Alex have their perfect wedding.

3. Callie & Arizona- I know their marriage wasn’t the greatest with the whole plane crash and cheating and everything but they were my favorite part of their wedding was when Bailey officiated the wedding because the minister got sick.

4. Teddy & Henry- Initially Teddy only married Henry so that he could have insurance but eventually Teddy really grew to love Henry and was utterly heartbroken when he died.

5. Miranda & Ben- I loved when Webber showed up to take her to her wedding because he didn’t want her to drive herself but then it took a complete turn when Bailey had been pulled away to operate on Adele, the best part of that is Ben completely understood that Bailey had to save Richard’s wife and were happily married by the end of it.

6. Richard & Adele- We all knew that this was not the best marriage but Richard really cared Adele and I know we never saw their wedding but we did get a flashback of him remembering their first dance during Bailey and Ben’s wedding and it was a solid tear jerker.

7. Cristina & Owen- I know that this Marriage wasn’t the best and it didn’t happen at the perfect time… you know after the shooting… I loved how relaxed Cristina was but you know that is just how she was not wearing white because she thought it was “sexist and vaguely racist” I think that this pairing was the best choice for the both of them simply because they grounded each others craziness.

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Grey’s Anatomy Quotes That Never Get Old

If we’ve learned anything after watching 16 full seasons of Grey’s Anatomy,  it’s that the surgeons at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital have a way with words. Whether you’re in the midst of heartbreak or in need of a pep talk, take a look at these quotes that touch on love, loss, friendship, and the stress of everyday life. (And if you’re a true fan, challenge yourself by figuring out which episode each quote is from … before binge-watching the series for the hundredth time to confirm your answers.)

Cristina Yang

Don’t let what he wants eclipse what you need. He’s very dreamy, but he’s not the sun. You are.

Meredith Grey

I love you, in a really really big, pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.

Amelia Shepherd

And if you can’t do it, if you aren’t willing to keep looking for light in the darkest of places without stopping, even when it seems impossible, you will never succeed.

Cristina Yang

Oh screw beautiful! I’m brilliant! If you want to appease me, compliment my brain.

Derek Shepherd

You were like coming up for fresh air. It’s like I was drowning and you saved me.

Owen Hunt

The only time I don’t feel like a ghost is when you look at me, because when you look at me, you see me. You see me. This is me.

Meredith Grey

There’s an end to every storm. Once all the trees have been uprooted. Once all the houses have been ripped apart. The wind will hush, the clouds will part, the rain will stop, the sky will clear in an instant. But only then, in those quiet moments after the storm, do we learn who was strong enough to survive it.

Richard Webber

It’s good to be scared. It means you still have something to lose.

Meredith Grey

As human beings, sometimes it’s better to stay in the dark, because in the dark there may be fear, but there is also hope.

Cristina Yang

You are my person. You will always be my person.

Alex Karev

It doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up. But maybe that’s the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up.

Callie Torres

Please, don’t chase me anymore, unless you’re ready to catch me.

Meredith Grey

Change … we don’t like it, we fear it. But we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change, or we get left behind. It hurts to grow. Anybody who tells you it doesn’t, is lying. But here’s the truth: Sometimes, the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes, change is good. Sometimes, change is … everything

Derek Shepherd

Breakthroughs don’t happen because of the medicine. Real breakthroughs happen because someone is scared to death to stop trying.

Meredith Grey

Not all wounds are superficial. Most wounds run deeper than we can imagine. You can’t see them with the naked eye. And then, there are the wounds that take us by surprise. The trick with any kind of wound or disease, is to dig down and find the real source of the injury. And once you’ve found it … try like hell to heal that sucker.

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Sex Facts That You Need To Know

I know I haven’t had a sex blog in a while and I didn’t want any of you getting dry out there so here we go.

Did you know that the clitoris is the only bodily organ that exists solely for sexual pleasure? And blue balls isn’t just a term made up by horny (and disgruntled) teenage boys? It’s actually a real problem!

Fact: The world’s largest recorded penis belongs to 41-year-old New Yorker Jonah Falcon, whose appendage measures 9.5 inches flaccid and 13.5 inches erect.

Fact: The impulse to ejaculate comes from the spinal cord; no brain is needed.

Fact: The average male > orgasm lasts six seconds; the average female orgasm lasts twenty seconds.

Fact: The left testicle usually hangs lower than the right for right-handed men. The opposite is true for lefties.

Fact: One out of every six Americans aged 14 to 49 has a genital herpes HSV-2 infection.

Fact: After fingers and vibrators, candles are the phallic objects used most often by female masturbators. Unlit ones, hopefully.

Fact: The most common cause of penile rupture is vigorous masturbation. If that happens, you’re doing it wrong.

Fact: When two people kiss, they exchange between 10 million and 1 billion bacteria.

Fact: The average vagina is three to four inches long but can expand by 200 percent when sexually aroused. It’s an optimistic organ.

Fact: Despite what men claim, only 15 percent have a penis longer than seven inches. Only 3 percent have a penis more than eight inches long.

Fact: Orgasms can lower a woman’s risk of heart disease, stroke, breast cancer, and depression.

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Covid Grey’s Anatomy

Okay as you all know I absolutely love Grey’s Anatomy but there is something about this covid version that I just don’t like, I watched an interview that said it was supposed to still be an escape from the real world like it used to be but it doesn’t seem to be doing that for me.

This season of Grey’s is making me even more sad for what’s going on in the world, and maybe that was the point of the whole thing to make people think more about how crazy it is that we can’t go anywhere and the relationships in Grey’s this season are intense everyone is either fighting or getting stronger.

Deluca dying killed me I was crying for the whole episode, mainly because he was at the beach with Mer and all it reminded me of was then she drowned and her mom died and she knew before she even woke up her mom was gone so now that this has happened with Deluca it just keeps me thinking about older episodes.

Lets talk about Mer on the beach, I love that they have gone that direction with bringing her to Derek and George but she is still alive enough to hear when people come to visit her.

There are a lot of things that this season is bringing us that is kind of an escape but most of it is simply just depressing, I kind of hate this covid version of Grey’s but there are a lot of things I am okay with.

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Scholastic Book Fair

…but for adults

I’d imagine that the adult scholastic book fair would possibly offer a wide range of different categories of books, magazines, planners, and adult coloring books like the ones with the swear words. As well as tiny do dad’s similar to the chocolate bar calculator, drum stick pencils, and slap bracelet rulers but more like a small dehumidifier, google homes, and maybe small DIY kits.

The book categories:

• Romance novels

• Pornographic magazines

• Pre-mentioned adult coloring books

• All the Harry Potters of course

• Planners

• Writing prompt books

• Anime items

• Political genre

• And many more

I do believe that an adult scholastic book fair would be amazing, do it in the same style as well like it would be a pop-up shop in your local library or even better a pop-up at your nearest Barnes and Nobel.

In truest scholastic book fair fashion all the proceeds would go to something good, but have I put that much thought into this, no.

Anyway I will always be mentally at the scholastic book fair and I will not rest until I get to go to another one.

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Drive Thru Covid Testing

There are many things that I did not expect when taking my covid test like:

  • You become your own doctor, they give you your test kit and you perform your own test.

  • Touching your own brain (it feels like) with an extra long q-tip is the most unsatisfying thing you will ever go through.

  • Why in the world do they need to know your race and ethnicity in order to put a q-tip up your freaking nose.

  • You break your q-tip in half and put it in the tube that contains something that looks like a light cranberry juice.

Honestly I understand that they don’t want to come near you incase you are infected or whatever but how are we to know how to do the swabbing correctly if we are not trained professionals. All I’m saying is that the whole system was a little misguided even though I did receive a youtube link from my test site on what steps to take while going through the drive thru process.

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Top 10 Best Grey’s Anatomy

Don’t get me wrong there are so many amazing characters in this show so narrowing it down to my top 10 is a hard task but here I go.

10. Dr. Preston Burke

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I know what a lot of people would say, I know he really hurt Cristina and everything he did with the Harper Avery without her name was not okay, but he I think he really came back and made it up to her when he gave her the opportunity of a lifetime and that honestly made him look so much better in my eyes.

9. Richard Webber

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I thought Richard would be higher on the list but as I think about it Richard was a big asshole that had a handful of good moments but I do believe that were he never to be on the show it would lack a very important role model for the younger characters to look up to as well as his own personal demons he struggled with added a certain depth to the storyline.

8. Maggie Pierce

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Maggie came in at just the right time in the show, Lexi was gone and we needed something new for Meredith to go through that wasn’t life threatening for a change but, I do like Maggie as a character she’s young, she’s smart and she brings a lot to the table.

7. Jackson Avery

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Jackson is a very pretty face I think he may be one of my favorite male characters on the show, his initial relationship really was my favorite it was truly sad when it ended.

6. Jo Wilson

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Jo is one bad ass girl power type of girl I love how strong she is and how she makes women feel all around love her but kind of wish she would have asked for help with her husband a lot sooner.

5. Arizona Robbins

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All I have to say is that I thoroughly enjoyed happy pre-plane crash Arizona, after the crash when she was mean to Callie and then cheated on her that was not her finest hour but when she starts working under Herman is when I really start to respect her the most.

4. Callie Torres

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Callie is by far the funniest character with the shittiest love life cheated on by both spouses and still kept her humor but honestly I really wish all the drama between Callie and Arizona never would have happened I would have loved for them to remain happy and remain together.

3. April Kepner

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I am not going to lie but I hated April when she first showed up but all she went through really changed her into the kind of person that I look and and just think “wow what an amazing person” even when she joined the Army I didn’t doubt for a second that she didn’t need to be there.

2. Lexie Grey

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Lexi oh man she is number 2 on the list mainly because I needed more time with her, her love story with Mark needed to be explored more and she was gone way too quickly she was played flawlessly and her character progression though the time she was there was beyond outstanding.

1. Owen Hunt

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I love Owen he’s a soft caring and stern simply put he is an all around well rounded character, Owen and Cristina was honestly a missed connection but I really couldn’t imagine an Owen Hunt not wanting children as well as I couldn’t really imagine Cristina wanting children but Owen Hunt 100% best Grey’s Character!

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Grey’s Anatomy: My Favorite Show of all Time!

Grey’s Anatomy is one of my favorite shows of all time. Although I had watched many of the episodes when I would hang out with my sister, I enjoyed starting from the beginning.

The show starts it’s first season introducing five interns at the hospital and follows their journey as they move up the ranks in the hospital. As the interns grow as people, and surgeons, they move up in the hospital and eventually some of them eventually become world-class surgeons. The show takes its audience through a whirlwind of emotions including love, grief, anger, suspense, and sadness. The show is a perfect balance of drama and suspense, as the patients in the hospital fight hard to stay alive. Each episode focuses on a few medical cases. Often times they leave watchers with tears in their eyes as they watch patients battle their own bodies. The surgeons fight their hardest to save each patient and each case allows them to grow into better surgeons. Each episode focuses on a certain problem and ends with the narrator of that episode (always one of the characters) sharing the overall moral of the story. This allows viewers to have a new outlook on life and often left me appreciating what I have.

The show is currently on it’s seventeenth season and is still captivating audiences all over. It took me a couple months to finish the seasons on that are on Netflix, so do not take on this task if you will give up easily. It’s no show for a rookie “binge watcher”. Watching the show from beginning to end will allow you to become very connected to the characters in their lives. I often found myself acting as if I knew them myself.

Grey’s Anatomy is a good show to watch because it is popular and many people have seen it. You are bound to have many friends who have also fallen in love with the show and will talk with you for hours on end sharing their likes and dislikes and honestly there could be some disagreements that you could talk about for a couple more hours.

The show is definitely one of my all-time favorite television dramas and I would highly recommend it to anyone– boys and girls alike. I give this show five stars and am currently watching it over again, because it is just that good.

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90 Thoughts I’ve had while rewatching Grey’s Anatomy

I have watched Grey’s Anatomy so many times so I decided it was about time I share my thoughts when watching Grey’s Anatomy, so please be warned they’re many spoilers ahead. As much as I don’t want you to switch off from my blog, if you’ve not watched every seasons – please click off now. 


This is bound to be a long post, so shall we get started? 


1. YOU DON’T REALISE HOW IMPORTANT RICHARD INTERN SPEECH REALLY IS.
“Say hello to your competition. Eight of you will switch to an easier specialty, five of you will crack under the pressure, two of you will be asked to leave. This is your starting line. This is your arena. How well you play, that’s up to you”


2. MIRANDA BAILEY IS A QUEEN. 


3. OH BOY THESE RELATIONSHIPS ARE TOXIC AS HELL. 


4. I DON’T THINK I SHIP MERDER IN THE FIRST 5 SEAONS, SEASON 6 IS THE SEASON FOR THEM.

 5. QUITE FRANKLY DEREK IS ABIT OF AN ASS. 


6. BUT MER SAYING PICK ME, CHOOSE ME, LOVE ME’

7.  WHEN ADELE SAYS ‘THAT’S NOT THE SHE HE WAS LOOKING FOR’


8. THE EPISODE WITH THE BOMB IN THE CHEST IS INTENSE. 

9. AW WHEN GEORGE HELPS BAILEY GIVE BIRTH. 

10. BUT HIM AND IZZIE GETTING TOGETHER WAS WEIRD. 

11. WOW, ACTUALLY THOSE TWO ARE REALLY ANNOYING AS A COUPLE.

 12. I’M NEVER READY FOR THE EMOTIONS I FEEL WITH DENNY DUQUETTE.

13. WHY DO ALL THEY KILL OFF THE GOOD ONES (this is a recurring thought fyi)


14. 007 – WHEN THEY REALISE THEY’RE TRYING TO SAVE GEORGES LIFE, OH.

 
15. OMG, I FORGOT ABOUT THE HOSPITAL MERGER 


16. THE SHOOTING EPISODE REALLY HITS DIFFERENTLY THOUGH.

 
17. THE MUSICAL EPISODE DOESN’T GET THE RECOGNITION IT DESERVES.

 
18. HOW DID I MISS MARK SLOAN DATING TEDDY???

 
19. BUT WHEN THE RESIDENTS TAKE CALLIE TO SEE HER BABY, OW MY HEART. 


20. BREAKS MY HEART WHEN ADELE IS DIAGNOSED WITH ALZHEIMER’S & THAT MEREDITH RUINS HER CLINICAL TRIAL TO HELP HER. 


21. OH AND AROUND THE SAME TIME STEALS ZOLA – THIS FELT SO RANDOM. 


22. TEDDY MARRYING HENRY TO GIVE HIM HEALTHCARE, CRAZY.

 
23. WHEN HE NEEDS LIFE SAVING SURGERY BUT REFUSES TO LET CHRISTINA KNOW IT’S HIM, POOR CHRISTINA. 


24. WHY DO THEY ALWAYS DO THE DIRTY TO OWEN – I DON’T KNOW WHETHER TO LOVE OR HATE HIM.

 
25. I HATE THE FACT FOR AN ENTIRE SEASON LEXIE & MARK AREN’T TOGETHER – AND THEN THEY DIE. I’LL ALWAYS BE ANGRY AT THIS.

 
26. BUT AW, THE NIGHT BEFORE THE BOARDS WHEN THE APRIL & JACKSON LOVE STORY BEGINS. 


27. HONESTLY DON’T GET ME STARTED ON MY THOUGHTS ON THE PLANE CRASH, TOO MANY EMOTIONS. 


28. OR THE FACT WE WERE LEAD TO BELIEVE MARK WAS GOING TO SURVIVE IT… 


29. BAILEY LEAVING HER WEDDING TO HELP SAVE ADELE’S LIFE. I REALLY APPRECIATE HER & WEBBER’S RELATIONSHIP AT THIS POINT. 


30. MY HEART WHEN JACKSON SUGGESTS RENAMING THE HOSPITAL GREY SLOAN MEMORIAL, SO MANY TEARS. 

31. MATHEW DOING A FLASH-DANCE TO PROPOSE – SO FRICKIN’ CUTE. 


32. THEY REALLY SHOW HOW MEREDITH IS A BAD-ASS WHEN SHE HAS HER C-SECTION IN THE POWER OUTAGE. 


33. JEEZH I FORGET HOW INTENSE THIS SHOW IS.

34. ARIZONA & APRIL GETTING DRUNK IN THE SUPPLY CLOSET IS THE START OF A BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP.

35. MAKES ME SAD WHEN MEREDITH & CHRISTINA ARE FIGHTING

36. I KNOW I SHOULDN’T BUT I TOTALLY SUPPORT JACKSON STOPPING APRILS WEDDING WITH MATHEW.

37. LITTLE GUTTED WE DON’T SEE A PROPER WEDDING FROM THEM THOUGH.

38. SEEING CHRISTINA & OWEN’S ALTERNATIVE ENDINGS & HAVING TO ACCEPT THAT THEIR RELATIONSHIP BEING OVER IS FOR THE BEST, REALLY BREAKS MY HEART.

39. BUT MEREDITH & OWEN SURPRISING CHRISTINA  TO SUPPORT HER AT THE HARPER AVERY AWARDS IS SUCH A PURE MOMENT.

40. BUT THE POLITICS BEHIND HER NOT BEING ABLE TO WIN, UGH.

41. OH SHIT, I FORGOT BURKE RETURNS & ASKED CHRISTINA TO RUN A HOSPITAL FOR HIM.

42. EVEN WHEN THEY FIRE MURPHY BUT SHE RETURNS TO HELP WITH A HUGE TRAUMA ANYWAYS – KINDA LOVE THIS GIRL.

43. HE IS NOT THE SUN, YOU ARE. ALREADY MISS YA CHRISTINA x

44.  HOW? DID? ELISE GREY? HIDE? A? PREGNANCY?

45. IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE APRIL & JACKSON LOOSE SAMUEL.

46. OH SHIT, I FORGOT ABOUT DR HERMAN – SHE’S A BADASS AND I KINDA LOVE HER.

47. I NEED TO ADOPT AMEILA SHEPARDS SUPERHERO POSE FOR FUTURE POSI-VIBES

48. I KINDA HATE HOW THEY SEND DEREK OFF FROM SEASON 11, ONLY TO BRING HIM BACK FOR HIM TO BE KILLED OFF.

49. I LOVED DEREK THIS TIME ROUND OMG, I’M STILL HEARTBROKEN ABOUT THIS.

50. SERIOUSLY THEY MAKE DEREK A HERO AT THE CAR CRASH AND THEN KILL HIM…NOT THAT I’M BITTER.

52. OH AND THEN IT’S LIKE HE’S BEEN COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN ABOUT.

53. BUT YAS TO CHIEF BAILEY!

54. RICHARD WEBBER HELPING ARIZONA PICK UP DATES IN THE BEST

55. I CAN’T TELL YOU HOW MUCH I CRIED OVER THE FIREFIGHTER WHOS HEART YOU COULD SEE BECAUSE OF BURNS, OW 😦

56. MY HEART WAS RACING SO MUCH WHEN MEREDITH GETS ATTACKS, THAT WHOLE EPISODE I WAS SO TENSE.

57. ‘YOU KNOW YOU CAN’T DEAL WITH FAMILY’.. THE MOMENT ALEX SAYS ‘EVERYONE IN THIS DAMN ROOM IS HER FAMILY’ – THE TEARS MAN..

58. I CAN’T DECIDE WHO’S RIGHT/WRONG WHEN IT COMES TO JACKSON AND APRIL GETTING DIVORCED – THAT FLASHBACK EPISODE I WAS SO TORN

59. BUT OMG WHEN BEN HAS TO DO HER C-SECTION ON MEREDITHS KITCHEN TABLE.

60.  I FORGOT THAT ALEX BEAT DELUCA

61. ALSO HATE THAT THIS WAS THE SAME EPISODE I NOTICED HOW I LOVE ALEX & MEREDITHS RELATIONSHIP.

62. MAJORITY OF SEASON 13 HAS BEEN ABOUT GETTING RICHARD WEBBER FIRED (I THINK?) AND I’M SO BORED OF IT.

63. LIKE MINICK, YOU BORE ME. SORRY HUN.

64. SO MANY TEARS WHEN MAGGIE’S MOM DIES

65. BUT OMG I LAUGHED SO MUCH WHEN MEREDITH EXPLAINS THAT ELISE’S ASHES WERE POURED DOWN THE SINK IN OR 2.

66. THE PLANE EPISODE WHEN MER & NATHAN HAVE TO SAVE LIVES WHILE IN THE AIR.

67. THE EMOTIONS I FEEL WHEN EDWARDS IS CAPTURED BY THE RAPIST, BUT ALSO SETS HIM ON FIRE AND SAVE THE LITTLE GIRLS LIFE. THE TEARS MAN.

68. OMG AND THE MOMENT WHEN NATHAN HEARS THAT MEGANS ALIVE AND MEREDITH SAYS ‘IF THIS WERE DEREK, ID HAVE ALREADY LEFT’. I CAN’T STOP CRYING.

69. AMELIA BRINGING BACK SUPERHERO POSE BEFORE HER OWN BRAIN SURGERY.


70. UGH THE MAGGIE & JACKSON STORY LINE BORES ME FROM THE BEGINNING.

71. BUT MEREDITH BEING NOMINATED FOR A HARPER AVERY, MY LIL HEARTS IS SO PROUD. 


72. AW BUT THE 300TH EPISODE HAVING BABY IZZIE, GEORGE AND CHRISTINA. CUTE LITTLE NOD TO THE ORIGINAL CAST. 


73. UGH MY BODY GOES SO COLD WHEN JO’S HUSBAND FINDS HER. 


74. I AM HEARTBROKEN BY THE EPISODE WHEN THE BLACK TEENAGE BOY IS SHOT TRYING TO GET INTO HIS HOUSE. THE FACT THIS IS REALITY AND THIS IS THE WORLD THAT WE’RE LIVING IN.  


75. I CAN’T STAND OWEN AND TEDDY…


76. MY HEART ACHES FOR APRIL WHEN SHE’S STRUGGLING WITH HER FAITH AND WHATS HAPPENING IN HER LIFE. 


77. IT’S SO SWEET THAT JACKSON IS TRYING TO HELP HER. 

78. AND THE TEARS, WHEN SHE’S SPEAKING WITH ELI AND PRETENDS TO BE HIS WIFE BEFORE HE PASSES AWAY. BUT HE GETS TO SAY GOODBYE AND FEEL THAT PEACE AND MY HEART. 

79. OH BUT DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THE HARPER AVERY SCANDAL – ALTHOUGH I WAS REALLY MOVED BY THE CHANGING THE FOUNDATION NAME TO THE CATHERINE FOX FOUNDATION! UGH MY HEART! 


80.  I WAS ALWAYS SO ANGRY THAT THEY WROTE ARIZONA AND APRIL OUT THE SHOW – BUT HOW THEY CLOSED THEIR STORIES WAS AMAZING! 


81. WATCHING APRIL AND MATHEW GET MARRIED – AND WITH JACKSON BY HER SIDE WAS, UGH HOW CUTE! 


82. THE EPISODE WITH THE DAY OF THE DEAD & THEY NOD TO EVERYONE WHO’S PASSED AWAY, I AM CRYING! 


83. MEREDITH AND DELUCA CONFUSES ME… 

84. AND SO SAD WHEN CATHERINE IS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER.   

85. MEREDITH SPENDING THE FINAL MOMENTS WITH THATCHER IS SO SWEET.


86. BETTY’S PARENTS TRYING TO TAKE LEO AWAY FROM OWEN MAKES ME SO SAD. 

87. WATCHING JO FIND HER MOM 😦 


88. BUT THE WAY SHE HELPS THE LADY WHO WAS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED, AND HOW ALL THE EPISODE FOCUSED JUST ON THE WOMEN & THEM HELPING THE LADY, MY HEART. 

  89. I DON’T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS SCHMIT IS MY FAV INTERN EVER

90. AND SEEING HIM BE THE HERO TO HELP LUCAS RIPLEY – I LOVE HIM

89. THE LITTLE BOY WITH THE GOLDEN BLOOD, OW. 

90. LOL HOW TYPICAL THAT AMELIA HELPS TEDDY DURING LABOUR.

 
91. I LOVE THE STORYLINE WITH THE LITTLE GIRL, BUT I’M SO PISSED THAT DELUCA TAKES THE FALL FOR MEREDITH… 


Grey’s anatomy is a wild ride let me tell you, But woah, re-watching these seasons gave me a whole lots of feelings, reminded me on some seriously questionable storylines and reminded me of my most emotional television deaths. Let’s not forgot it made me realise how annoying half the cast can be, but I’ve still cried for hours when the character was cut out the show.

blog by Julez for Styles Rebel Radio